Does being a woman automatically make me a mother? I'm already a mother to a 2-year-old Maine Coon cat. Isn't that enough? Later on, I started thinking about what might happen if my boyfriend and I do get our act together and settle down. I don't know that I have the wife gene either. What if settling isn't actually what I want? What if that's just the lie I have been telling myself because it's expected of me?
I don't like playing games - no one should. I especially don't like or appreciate when guys play games because that's not how I date. Playing games tells me that you're not looking for something real, even if you tell me you are, and it tells me that you don't have the decency to tell… Continue reading Texts Unread
It came to my attention that New Haven wasn't making me very happy. So, what did I do? I gathered my family and my cat, packed up our belongings, and we left. Cooper and I are back in New York with my parents, and so far the change has been good for me, and for… Continue reading One Year Later
When was the last time you had sex? Go on...really think about this. Was it last night? Maybe it was last week? Was it perhaps last month? It could have been last year. I want you to stop and ask yourself, "When was the last time you had mind-blowing, bed-breaking, headboard smashing, insanely wild sex?"… Continue reading Sex: It’s in All of Us
I don't normally use this as my diary, but tonight I feel the need to because I need to get somethings off my chest. On New Year's Eve, I made a wish. I wished to have my Zack back. I told myself that it was impossible and that it would never happen because he and… Continue reading A Sticky Situation